Bad luck just keeps getting worse....

well lets see were do i begin, ok first of all last week we hade to act out a scene from Othello for a grade in my lit class, now due to the fact that i have massive stage fright, i didnt do so well. thats not what bothers me though, what bothers me is that when we did this, everyone in my class that had a softball player in there group(2-4 of us, depending on the scene) didnt have to give thers untill tommorow, now that may not sound like a big deal, but on furth inspection, they have to do theres during a free time like lunch, not during class, because we have this aptitude test that we have to take tommorow during our lit class. and because of this, THEY HAVE LESS PEOPLE TO WORK INFRONT OF!!!, which sucks because if i had good luck, i would be in this group that get to act out infront of less people, and i would have gotwen a better grade because my stage fright wouldent be as bad.... THIS SUCKS.

once more this aptitude test we have tommorow, we onl;y just found out about it today, and that sucks cause i dont have any time to prepare for it.

and for the final point, we are going to see Othello in a theater performance, and if we turn in our permission slip tommorow, we get 10 bonus points, and i lost the fucking slip....

Life Sucks...

Ditched...

Well i WAS planning to visit an old friend of mine that moved away about 4 years ago, but apparently he ditched me, haven't heard from him or anything....

and im BORED

Today

Nothing much happened today, we got out of school about 3 hours early for basketball, and i decided to spend it reading a webcomic and catching up on sleep....

im thinking about knitting a scarf, like those long scarfs that you see the stereotypical "smart wizard/librarian" wearing, and making it the thing that people remember me by at my school, but mostly cause its somthing i like.

Well idk....

I got pulled over in the hallway at school today for basically no reason other than to strip away another of my freedoms.... Some how someone found a piece of paper that i had been drawing on and apparently it had the words "life sucks" on it, now that is something that i regularly right on papers when im bored out of my mind, which happens often(i guess it should be "school sucks" but why not just include everything?)

looks like i cant draw pictures with my opinion on them anymore, atleast not without being extra carefull...

(this was all on a day that wasent a very good one to begin with)

No one reads this anyway....

I cant think of a way to get the word out about my blog and acquire a few readers, i mean sometimes i could really use some advice in my life.

if your reading my blog, at least leave a comment letting me know, i feel like its a waste of time otherwise...

Gah, SO BORRED!!!

Theres nothing to do, im getting tired of reading these webcomics all day, and there's basically nothing on tv, other than marathons that is, none of which im interested in watching.

gah, wish i had more to do in this town, but its to small, and theres basicaly nothing to just go out and do...

Alot on my mind.

Ive been reading quite a few slice-of-life webcomics lately, and it got me thinking; What about me?

ive never really sat down and thought about it but i dont really know what im going to do with my life outside of high school. I have tried to fool myself into thinking that computer programming is somthing that i would like to do, but i really dont think so, i mean ive tried to learn to program quite alot, and know a good bit about it, but its boring, and dosent feel like its what im meant to do.

other than that i dont have Any clue as to anything that would intertain me and make a good profetion for me, i was thinking at one point mabye musician, but i suck at playing an instrument and it would never work out.

i just dont know, and thinking abiout it dosent seem to help all that much, i mean im not good at much.

As for Love, if you relly feel like reading about me that much.

I dont even know were to begin, ive never actualy had a "girlfreind" or atleast no relationship that i would classifie as having one. I dont even have anyone that i like, and i dont know if I ever will, its just idk, anoying to know that you live in a place that has basicaly no one with anywere near the same intrests as you. i hope that will change when i go to collage, but first i have to figure out what i want to go to collage for.


well there you go, read if you wish, share your advice, ill read anything i can get...